Vertigineuses montagnes.
Hauts-le-coeur.
Ballet de larmes.
Les nuages. Encore des nuages.
J'vais devoir continuer de creuser pour trouver le soleil.
Mes bras font mal.
Je ne suis plus capable de creuser et de me battre contre tous ces démons.
J'vais encore choisir la solution facile et ... Abandonner.

Today, I will delete from my diary two days: Yesterday and Tomorrow .
Yesterday was to learn and Tomorrow will be the consequence of what I can do today.

Today, I will...
-Face life with the conviction that this day will not ever return. Today is the last opportunity I have to live intensely, as no one can assure me that I will see tomorrow's sunrise.
-Be brave enough not to let any opportunity pass me by, my only alternative is to succeed.
-Invest my most valuable resource: my time, in the most trascendental work: my life.
-Spend each minute passionately to make of today a different and unique day in my life.
-Defy every obstacle that appears on my way trusting I will succeed.
-Resist pessimism and will conquer the world with a smile, with the positive attitude of expecting always the best.
-Make of every ordinary task a sublime expression.
-Have my feet on the ground understanding reality and the stars' gaze to invent my future.
-Take the time to be happy and will leave my footprints and my presence in the hearts of others.

I invite you to begin a new season where we can dream that everything we undertake is possible and we fulfil it with joy and dignity.

We all hope
We all dream
As the time goes
As the wind blows
Peace and thunder
Makes us wonder
Shattered hearts
Shattered dreams
We lost Hope
We lost Faith
The light above might be hard to see
So when you feel like the world is falling down
When we feel like only darkness is around
The only way to find your way
Is to create your own light
If your heart bleedsI hope these words
Make you feel better
'Cause there is no darkness
Without light

Y'a tellement de choses dans ma vie qui me prouvent à quel point je ne sais pas où je m'en vais. J'ai l'impression que tout plein de situations m'échappent alors que je devrais en avoir le plein contrôle. C'est comme si j'étais devenue, en quelques semaines, la marionnette de ma vie. Quelqu'un d'autre que moi dirige et je regarde. Une actrice dans son propre rôle. Y'a mes tripes qui sont en feu et mes yeux qui brûlent et une boule dans ma gorge et mon coeur qui crie et mon âme qui se perd...

A Part of Me

For me, you were everything.
Perfection : Body and Soul
That winter day, something took you away from me.
You went back into the sweet embrace of E V I L.
I was lost.
Torn apart.
Deceived.
Broken.
For a while, I felt emptiness.
I thought my heart was dead.
Then, I felt life inside my body.
Your life.
I mutilated it.
I killed it.
I have scars: in my head and in my heart.
From now on, I see you and it does me no wrong.
We dreamt of something wonderful
And you finally decided to put it in the Trash Box.
Past.
Souvenirs.
Bodyache.
Pain.
Relieved.

"I thought about him today.Again.There are days where I feel his absence stronger than other days.The pain hits me harder.Deeper. I wonder about him constantly - I should not.Do you think of me at all?"

Le Vent balaie le Temps et je suis une Feuille. Du haut de ses grands airs, le Vent fait bouger tout ce qui est trop léger pour se défendre. Et moi, je virevolte et je me promène selon les humeurs du Facteur Éolien. Je me laisse porter. Je tourne... tourne... tourne à en perdre la tête. Et je me dépose sur le sol. Un moment de répit. Un moment de repos. C'est de ça que j'ai besoin. Plus tard, le grand Tourbillon reviendra me chercher et me fera voyager à nouveau d'émotions en souvenirs. Du haut de mes grands airs ou de mes petits repos, je saurai reconnaître les quatre saisons de mes moments oubliés. Il en va de même avec l'amour. Ça nous fait tourner la tête et un jour, on a besoin de répit. Le secret? Savoir profiter de tous les instants. Un jour, peut-être que demain ne viendra pas.

If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming, you would know I do. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike. For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day so, if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you" or "I love you". And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

X-Rays of my Soul.
Nothing.
Error404: Soul Not Found.
Try Again.
System Failure.
Please Try Again.
Fatal Error.
Nevermore.

Je suis partie exister ailleurs pour quelques instants.Au Pays de mes Rêves, je suis avec tous les gens que j'aime.Pas de contraintes de temps/distance/durée.Tout est à l'infini...

Et on m'a donné un chat (=^.^=) pour me protéger...

Je me souviens...

Je ferme mes yeux et je te vois.
Je me souviens des traits de ton visage.
Et de tes yeux.
Et de ton sourire.
Je t'entends.
Tu ris.
Moments d'euphorie.
Ja Kocham Cie